The only thing getting me through this semester is seeing my best friend in June. Can’t wait to make that trip to Illinois and spend some much needed time with her. Ugh. She gets me. She does. Better than anybody else.
In the breathless hush of 4am
In the dark sits a sad cliché
Cloaked in the navy blue of slowly fading stars
So tell me how you came to be
Sleeplessness talk to me
She said over and over again
Tossing, turning, roll away
Indecision won’t you ever make up your
Lifetime, nighttime, wake the day
Cause tomorrow will see if you’ve had your fill of sympathy
Jack’s Mannequin - Dark Blue
A cute pic of me in 100 years
I hate this constant cough. And I hate asthma. And I hate that I can’t see my doctor until next Wednesday. And even though you were here for a couple hours tonight listening to me cough and hanging out with me I wish you wouldn’t have left while I was crying out of frustration.
that makes me feel like I’m too much to handle and I wish you would have wanted to stay until I was better and I wish I felt like you cared enough to do that.